Do I have any followers from Kentucky? Just curious! Let me know…if you want too.
I love you guys, ALL of you!
kisses for your faces!
And I get to spend my day alone crying. Why are all my anniversaries like this? Maybe I should just go to sleep and forget about it.
Today was just ment to suck I guess. It’s my 5 year wedding anniversary and guess what happens firat thing this morning?! My fucking electricity gets shut off! I was supposed to have until June 8 to pay it but they just HAD to do it today. Thanks allot electric company. I think I’m going to invest in some solar panels. After I get my electricity pay off of course. Stupid poverty.
Ahhh! Well. Back to bed for me then! No work today thank god. I’m just going to go back to sleep for a while and when I wake up I’m being lazy. All day. I’m pretty excited for the day! I hope your enjoying yours. Remember to smile. And I love you.
I’ve lost another 40 pounds you guys!!! I know it’s random but so far I have lost 120 pounds. I’m pretty proud of myself. It sucks not having clothes that fit though lol. I hope your all having a wonderful day and that something awesome and totally random happens that just makes you soooo happy. I love you. Remember to smile Loves.
I try so hard to be happy everyday, and it never works. I feel like i’m stuck in a rut or something, emotionally. I can’t remember the last time i smiled and it was because i was actually happy. It’s more like reflex now then anything. I know all the times i’m supposed to feel happy so i smile without even thinking about it. It makes me feel empty. Except it makes me feel so much pain. I don’t know. Maybe I will get over it soon. I hope so. I’m to tired to keep living my life like this.